bloGger dOwn?? my blog gOt viRuS???
wah liao eh...damn suay lo...suayness draw closer to me nowadays...i wake up early in the afternoon(28/9)..hehe ard 3pm++ log into my blog...nthing come out and now my post was like in the mess!! all my shortcut buttons in post was VERTICAL instead of horizontal...toopid lo...damn pissed off...difficult to post somemore i like to change abit colour here and there..lagi worse lo..( chow ah mui's created this word)....y suayness come??? yesterday..miss wee sms n need a listener and i just wake up and blah~ blah~ then finally made up my mind going to meet her cos both of us really...broke liao..so decide to meet at jp for drink and have a heart talk then typical vainpot of me got to prepare mah...bathe..dress..and by the time i get ready...miss wee missed call 2 times and a sms saying that " hey gal..sorry i can't meet ...got to rushed home...really sorry.." ( don't be mistaken i'm not blaming you, miss wee..but my suayness)..oh gosh! i have already prepared liao next! once again...blog kanna virus or what..cant log in..difficulties in posting...haiz...then mouth itchy asked miss wee out at 1 am+++ then again..need an hour++ to prepare to meet miss wee and by the time tu here tu there predicted time is 2.30 am to meet her and she need to be home by 3 am++ then for wat?? and then we arranged it on other day...i suggested it..(kindof no fate to meet... ) : )haiz...pao tang again!!! haiz....and supposely my frenz jio clubbing at black and cos no $$$ i don't want then chow ah mui want to sponsor me but cos of paiseh so didn't on them..then think here think there..and finally can go black liao..they are not going....damn fucking suay lei...but...on top of all.....i had a wonderful chat with my almost 10 years fren...peikuan i know if you are reading this you must be scolding me toopid lei..calling me this...well...that what i used to call you in pri sch...thinking back..time really passes fast...oh yo.. no longer that young anymore...also not too old...haha... ya..back to the topic....being soooo bird at home...i read through my list of fren blog... suddenly saw my name in hers...kindof touched...really wanna cry...happy crying like that...despite of neglecting her...not a sms in a month...she still treats me as important as before...while me..such as disgrace!!! nah!! X: but sometimes do wanna give her a call as we have a friendship for almost 10 years..sometimes really do miss her ( one thing that is really from the bottom of my heart) but though 10 years the distance between me n her also like 10 km far apart lei..so..i don't have the courage...happily chatting with her....teeling her about our days in pri sch...meeting out...my reason for not meeting her....and of cos!!! my criticisms...( true also lah).....i told her i feel zi bei when i go out with her..cos her frenz all so chio and pretty de..and me fat but ugly lo....jialet...like that really..wei qu her...and now gonna share wat both of us do during pri sch days...wahaha...( jun don't kill me ar...) is shuqun is our pri sch...then also nearby my house so..everytime after sch we buy cup noodle and then cheong hot water at my home to eat..slack..slack watch tv..and rushed back...is rushed back to sch for remedial lesson...haha..and no lesson..go her house at boon lay..still remember..we go the boon lay shopping centre NTUC is NTUC hor..buy stationeries...and of cos..good fren mah..so everything must buy the same..same pen same rubber (not eraser) and same same de pencil..wahaha...CLIMAX: both of us got very funniest and malu kindof habit to mention here....is....da-dang!!! we wrote letters to each other though both of us were sitting right to each other...laugh ba... bo liao...right? but hey..that was quite 'in' at that time ok...(pen-pal) wahaha...we both can't talk to each other but write to each other...and everytime got to go NTUC... to stock up new and cute leeter pad lo...wahaha...really miss those days....those funny actions we do.... those topics we said... and i dared to say that is the most innocent, no harm, no jealousy, no evil thoughts and pure friendship...i dared not say now don't exist..but frankly speaking..is hard to find trusty frenz.. or zhi-ji...if yes..there will be no words like backstabber, hypocrites, betrayers!!! right? besides that, we oso go through the same thing...and many things were so very coincidence ! like her....was ah koh 's buddy....and lots lots of things...but me suayness haven gone..so life are different for both of us...she got a good relationship after so many hardships...( i'm not desperate for it...thats an example)
<tO mY 1O yEarS fRienD> .: peikuan aka peijun aka michelle :.
first, thanks..a big big HUGS for you..treating me as your good fren...
ALL THE BEST TO YOU!!!!
remember...we are just a phone call away...ring me up if you need a listener, i will try my best to console as i bad in consoling....
i promise i will meet you real soon..overcome the 'fat' issue
i promise i will treat you same as my other friend..don't worry..
lastly, BON VOYAGE!! enjoy your trip to Bangkok...
got to 'coma' again..after doing mask..
i.miss.you...monkey-face...
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